Say it, out loud!

Maybe all people is sad. Some of them actually are really good in hiding it that’s why others...

Fri, 17 May 2013 19:28:38 +0800

Maybe all people is sad. Some of them actually are really good in hiding it that’s why others can’t see it. Maybe I’m one of them or not. There will be times you need to hide it because no one really understands you or because simply others do not care. You can’t blame them, they have other things to think and care about. They too have problems they can’t and won’t share. This is the reality. Its either you deal with it or you let yourself be eaten by it. Either way, it will be hard and painful!

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Thu, 16 May 2013 22:39:43 +0800

"They hang around, hitting on your friends or else you never hear from them again. They call when..."

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:37:17 +0800

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They hang around, hitting on your friends
or else you never hear from them again.
They call when they’re drunk, or finally get sober,

they’re passing through town and want dinner,
they take your hand across the table, kiss you
when you come back from the bathroom.

They were your loves, your victims,
your good dogs or bad boys, and they’re over
you now. One writes a book in which a woman

who sounds suspiciously like you
is the first to be sadistically dismembered
by a serial killer. They’re getting married

and want you to be the first to know,
or they’ve been fired and need a loan,
their new girlfriend hates you,

they say they don’t miss you but show up
in your dreams, calling to you from the shoe boxes
where they’re buried in rows in your basement.

Some nights you find one floating into bed with you,
propped on an elbow, giving you a look
of fascination, a look that says I can’t believe

I’ve found you. It’s the same way
your current boyfriend gazed at you last night,
before he pulled the plug on the tiny white lights

above the bed, and moved against you in the dark
broken occasionally by the faint restless arcs
of headlights from the freeway’s passing trucks,

the big rigs that travel and travel,
hauling their loads between cities, warehouses,
following the familiar routes of their loneliness.

”

- Kim Addonizio, “Ex-Boyfriends” (via fleurishes)

You're so beautiful I wanna kill you! Like I've thought of it so many times. That's just because you're so beautiful!

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:15:20 +0800

Love is not how much and how loud or how many times you say I love you. But it is how you can prove that you do.

Mon, 13 May 2013 13:51:12 +0800

People who think Depression is a choice, take a second to think. How would it feel to wake up and not have the emotional strength to face people. To think that time is just passing by with no real reason. To feel so alone even when you are sitting in a room full of people. To have to put on a face and hide your feelings because no one would care anyway. To lose friends because you can’t find the strength to go out and you can’t physically be ‘happy’. To cry yourself to sleep, hoping you wouldn’t wake up then when you do you are exhausted from the night before, and it all starts again. You try to hide your feelings hoping no one would notice and if you slip up all you get called is attention seeking and ‘emo’. Now tell me why someone would choose that? Depression is an illness, not a choice.

Mon, 13 May 2013 13:49:54 +0800

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Mon, 13 May 2013 09:34:19 +0800

BOOOOOM!!! Walang wala ka sa Mama ko. Papa na, instant Mama pa....

Sun, 12 May 2013 19:42:29 +0800

BOOOOOM!!! Walang wala ka sa Mama ko. Papa na, instant Mama pa. Happy Mother’s Day :))))) #MothersDay #Throwback #Awesome #Papa

I was like seriously? You’re giving me flowers? Then he...

Sun, 12 May 2013 17:59:33 +0800

I was like seriously? You’re giving me flowers? Then he said yeah seriously :) Nakakahiya. Kinabog nung flowers ang Mother’s Day. Hahahaha. Charot :)))))))

Stefan: Look at me in the eye and tell me you don't feel anything for Damon.

Mon, 06 May 2013 12:01:51 +0800

Stefan: Look at me in the eye and tell me you don't feel anything for Damon.
Elena: I... I... I don't know what to feel anymore.

You beat him by becoming better than him.

Mon, 06 May 2013 11:57:15 +0800

You’ve taken all that I have. You made me someone I’m not. You made me this way. Now...

Sun, 05 May 2013 18:25:07 +0800

You’ve taken all that I have. You made me someone I’m not. You made me this way. Now that I have my freedom from you, all that I can do is destroy you. I’ll be sure that you will suffer until you beg me to kill you. And when that time comes, I’ll rip your heart out and you’ll be kneeling infront of me in pieces.

You know what never grows old? Revenge.

Curled padin kasi yung buhok ko after ng lahat. Char. Kakagising...

Sat, 04 May 2013 06:25:05 +0800

Curled padin kasi yung buhok ko after ng lahat. Char. Kakagising ko. Ktnxbye. Ligo na ko. Naka-NSTP pa ko. Hahahaha.

Good Morning. La pala akong ilong, ang liwanag.

I just want to die and leave it all behind. I’m sorry. I can’t handle it anymore, I just can’t take it all. I’m not strong enough and I don’t wanna have to go through this for the rest of my life. I just want to die

Sat, 04 May 2013 06:10:50 +0800

"This is what love does: It makes you want to rewrite the world. It makes you want to choose the..."

Thu, 02 May 2013 23:40:27 +0800

“This is what love does: It makes you want to rewrite the world. It makes you want to choose the characters, build the scenery, guide the plot. The person you love sits across from you, and you want to do everything in your power to make it possible, endlessly possible. And when it’s just the two of you, alone in a room, you can pretend that this is how it is, this is how it will be.”

- David Levithan; Everyday

"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common..."

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:23:29 +0800

“Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That’s what it was like for me I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met it was clear that neither of us can control what was happening to us. We fell in love despite our differences. and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.”

- Noah (The Notebook)

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:20:29 +0800

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:19:20 +0800

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Lately.

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 21:58:08 +0800

Haven’t touched my blog for years. I can only get to update it when I have time. Sucks how my followers decreases everytime I check it. That still is frustrating you know. Well, I owe this blog a very long and detailed text post because as I’ve said, I can’t update this blog everyday.

So here, my Papa has a friend coming from Canada on the 9th of May. My Papa said that if we’d have time “the friend” could take us to Boracay. Sounds fun, right? Tho, anywhere with water will be good. I just need to go get away right now.

There’s a downside to every good news. I received an equally disturbing and frustrating text from Elias’ Mom. Oh god! I don’t need to deal with this shits. Its been months now, 6 excruciating months of ignoring and awkwardness. I won’t talk to Elias as of the moment, I’m still fucking upset about that call. I don’t blame his Mom, I blame him that’s why.

Enough drama. I have better things to do. I’ve been burying myself to a lot of readings, watching movies and tv series and hanging out with good company. That occupies my free time tho I should be making it a time for my studies. Speaking of studies, Discrete Mathematics is bringing alot of stress in my system right now, so is NSTP.

I badly want a break from all these things.

You’re giving up, but I’m still here telling you not to. Someone was there for me when...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 21:36:02 +0800

You’re giving up, but I’m still here telling you not to. Someone was there for me when my world’s crumbling down. Now, its my turn to be here for you and tell you to go on. Things will be better soon. I promise. Just keep hanging on. I know you’ll make it through. I believe in you, you can get pass through this.